This part is better told from her side.
When we went back for the blood test,
I think I was already quite calm.
Maybe because a few days before that,
I had already seen the result at home.
So when the report confirmed it,
there wasn’t a big reaction.
I didn’t feel shocked.
Didn’t feel overwhelmed.
What I felt was… very simple.
Grateful.
I think even before IVF,
this was something I had been quietly praying for.
Not in a very specific or demanding way…
just a simple prayer in my heart,
hoping one day I could have a child.
So when it finally happened,
it didn’t feel like something I achieved.
Not like I did everything right
and finally got the result.
It felt more like…
something given to me.
A life,
now growing inside me.
I remember just sitting with that feeling for a while.
Quietly.
Very full, but very calm.
Looking back,
that moment didn’t feel loud.
But it stayed with me.
Not as a victory,
but as a gift.