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I went through four cycles.

First one, nothing.
Second, one egg.
Third, nothing again.
Fourth… one.

At some point, it stopped feeling random.
It just felt like this was how my body worked.

By the end of it, there were only two embryos.

That number stayed with me.

Two.

There was a conversation about testing.
PGT-A.

I knew why people did it.
I understood the logic.

But in my case… it didn’t feel simple.

When you only have that few,
even losing one felt like too much.

I had already gone through cycles where nothing came out of it.
I didn’t know if I could take another loss at this stage.

So I decided not to do it.

Not because I was confident.
Just because it felt like the only decision I could live with.

Looking back, the hardest part wasn’t the injections
or the procedures.

It was the disappointment.
Having to reset every time something didn’t work.

That part stayed with me more.

In the end, we moved forward with one embryo.

No testing.
No backup.

Just that one.

And somehow… it was enough.