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I still remember that first retrieval.
They told me they managed to get 10 eggs.
At that point, I felt… okay.
Not overly hopeful, but at least there was something to work with.
Then the updates came.
In the end, only one embryo was successfully developed.
I held onto that one.
It felt like everything had quietly narrowed down to just that single chance.
So even though it was only one, I still hoped.
We decided to proceed with testing.
And then the result came back.
It didn’t pass.
I don’t think I reacted immediately.
It was more like… a pause.
After everything — the injections, the waiting, the numbers slowly reducing —
it all ended there, with that one result.
I didn’t say much at that time.
But inside,
it felt like something had just quietly fallen away.
If this feels familiar,
and you’re not sure what to do next,